Thank you so much for bringing this up, for one. It's been something I've had issues with - as you've pointed out with the other critique I got - but sometimes I just need a kick in the pants to remind me that I'm actually doing something wrong here.
Though, if I remember correctly, my last critique had to do with Jo Harvelle specifically. At the time she had different things happening in different games and I had my own reasons for it there, but that was something else entirely and I'm not going to waste your time with those excuses.
My overloading is an issue- I know that. Just this month I hiatused four of my characters so that I could try to figure out what I planned on doing with them (it's only been a week since the hiatuses took effect, but still). I was going to take this month to really take a look and re-sort out my games. At the same time, though, I hadn't thought there were people I was actively ignoring or passing over. I really do want to apologize if I've ever made you feel like I've been ignoring your for castmates or friends, because that was not my intention at all. I haven't been active in CR memes or searching people down for CR lately as much as I should, either. I would blame school or scheduling or what have you, but just thinking them up now makes me realizing that they're just excuses.
I would definitely say that you are not wasting your time if you want CR with me. Even with my schedule and with my game-list, when I'm approached for CR I do try my best to do something with it. But like you've said, it's become apparent that I'm not going out and looking for it myself. Or, it's possible that I've already done this to you, and I'm just not aware of it. That's another issue entirely, and I'm sorry if this is the case.
I did join Proxima recently despite my game-sorting, and I did that mostly because of the fact there is no AC. It's the same with Sanctum, which is another game that I recently joined. I know that doesn't help with the fact I'm in so many games, but I thought I might as well throw my two cents in for that.
But the fact that this has become a problem enough that you decided to come to me personally, makes it obvious that despite my intentions, I'm not handling these games the way I should be. Again, I'm really sorry if I ever made you feel neglected or ignored, because I did not mean to, and I'm going to be taking some action regarding my game list very soon. Thank you for coming to me with this, though! Hopefully I can figure it out and keep it that way.
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Though, if I remember correctly, my last critique had to do with Jo Harvelle specifically. At the time she had different things happening in different games and I had my own reasons for it there, but that was something else entirely and I'm not going to waste your time with those excuses.
My overloading is an issue- I know that. Just this month I hiatused four of my characters so that I could try to figure out what I planned on doing with them (it's only been a week since the hiatuses took effect, but still). I was going to take this month to really take a look and re-sort out my games. At the same time, though, I hadn't thought there were people I was actively ignoring or passing over. I really do want to apologize if I've ever made you feel like I've been ignoring your for castmates or friends, because that was not my intention at all. I haven't been active in CR memes or searching people down for CR lately as much as I should, either. I would blame school or scheduling or what have you, but just thinking them up now makes me realizing that they're just excuses.
I would definitely say that you are not wasting your time if you want CR with me. Even with my schedule and with my game-list, when I'm approached for CR I do try my best to do something with it. But like you've said, it's become apparent that I'm not going out and looking for it myself. Or, it's possible that I've already done this to you, and I'm just not aware of it. That's another issue entirely, and I'm sorry if this is the case.
I did join Proxima recently despite my game-sorting, and I did that mostly because of the fact there is no AC. It's the same with Sanctum, which is another game that I recently joined. I know that doesn't help with the fact I'm in so many games, but I thought I might as well throw my two cents in for that.
But the fact that this has become a problem enough that you decided to come to me personally, makes it obvious that despite my intentions, I'm not handling these games the way I should be. Again, I'm really sorry if I ever made you feel neglected or ignored, because I did not mean to, and I'm going to be taking some action regarding my game list very soon. Thank you for coming to me with this, though! Hopefully I can figure it out and keep it that way.