you lied to me. its dangerous here and you wouldn't even tell me something that could have helped me. i was out there finding bodies. you died. I thought i was crazy.
I didn't lie to you. I didn't tell you everything and I know that was wrong of me but with you learning about Wonderland I didn't want to overwhelm you with everything and for other reasons too but really
I told you how dangerous the place is and I thought I guess I thought I could protect you before anything really bad happened
Lydia I'm sorry it wasn't the right thing to do and I'm sorry
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i was out there finding bodies. you died. I thought i was crazy.
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I didn't lie to you.
I didn't tell you everything and I know that was wrong of me
but with you learning about Wonderland I didn't want to overwhelm you with everything
and for other reasons too but really
I told you how dangerous the place is
and I thought
I guess I thought I could protect you before anything really bad happened
Lydia I'm sorry
it wasn't the right thing to do and I'm sorry
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I could keep you away from the bodies, from anything
I don't know
I'm so sorry, really
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[ Sorry Allison, she's too hurt and betrayed to want your offer. From you, anyway. For now, anyway ]
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and lydia- you can be as mad at me as you want
I deserve that
but I did it to protect you. you have to believe me.
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not now.
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that's fine
how mad at me are you?